This was Edie Sunday. Three hours later she was down for the count with a local flu bug. Then the bug congured up again a croup attack. So stressful! I totally lose my cool when she's sick. I'm trying to be a stronger mama in that department. I heard her come back from a bike ride with a warble-y cough and instantly felt an urge to throw up myself. It's like a mini-panic attack. When the fever started creeping up I was crying to Craig, this is one of the reasons I might only want one kid! I need to learn how to deal with illnessess more gracefully. Please tell me you get use to this (as I begged my mother).
But alot of angels are reminding me that this is just a sign of the miraculoushealing capability of their little bodies and that illness is a part of life and she will be stronger for it. Still it sucks to see her hating life so. Not to mention it especially sucked that Craig was out of town this week. So, that is the reason I haven't been able to post pretty much all week. All I have been able to do is nurse, nurse, nurse, nurse and do dishes and make liquids in many different forms (liquid forms mostly) to keep her hydrated.
She's better today, though with a nasty sounding junky cough still. Had to cancel my long-awaited haircut appointment for tomorrow. That's okay. Lucky she's cute. Her friend, Malin (her new babysitter I LOVE!) is here to play with her for a little bit
buying me some time to tend to some spinning, blogging and felting therapy. And coffee! I haven't even been able to enjoy a decent cup all week. Again, lucky she's cute.