Lordy, Lordy, Look Who's Four (Dee!)
In real life I call her Dee or Didi by the way. Look who's growing up so very fast! I guess we'll find out by midnight tonight if one of my greatest concerns will indeed manifest - two siblings sharing a birthday. Yikes. My little monkey. For the last couple of months all her pictures she's been drawing (which are pretty impressive if I do say so myself in a totally non-biased way) she explains are of her when she's four. Well, today's the day. I wasn't quite sure how to present her birthday for we're all still nursing this wicked cough and what might be going down. But we're all off to go see a doctor today to put our minds at ease. Then we have a big "town day" to see the midwife which always leaves me super drained at the best of times (the going to town bit). So I'm thinking, if it's still just the three of us, of maybe having a teeny weeny party with two of her favourite little girlfriends tomorrow afternoon. I was considering postponing for a couple of weeks but then my midwife reminded me that once the baby comes the last thing I'd probably feel like doing is hosting any kind of party.
Here's the beautiful birthday girl modeling a cowI I knit up with some of my first handspun for my friend who will be watching/massaging her butt while I'm labouring. So funny, we had a meeting with my doula and this special Didi friend yesterday and the question got asked if I wanted Edie to be present for when the baby actually presents itself. So I turn to Edie and asked "do you want to watch when Drippy Head comes out of Mama's yoni?" and the munchkin says "right now?". Guess you had to be there. Damn, she's something cute. Happy Birthday my beautiful love. You bring me more joy and gratitude than you'll ever know. Oh my god! These hormones! I can't type anymore! I can't see the screen I'm crying so much. Must go. Happy full moon and let's hope it brings on some magic baby!




















